Everyone has a beginning they don’t post or talk about. This is mine. It’s not for shock value, and it’s not for sympathy - it’s context. The gifts I carry now were born from the parts of my life that nearly broke me. But how did I get from there to here? From torn apart and threadbare to whole and rooted - to who I am now. I grew up in chaos. Childhood molestation led to hypersexuality that followed me into adulthood. An abusive home environment pushed me toward experimenting with drugs in my teens and twenties. I left home too early (at 13), thinking I understood how the world worked, only to learn how painfully naive I really was. I was manipulated and taken advantage of more times than I can count. That path led to stripping, being forced into prostitution, eventually owning an escort service, and so much more in between. It’s not glamorous. It’s not a movie. It’s a truth I carried. So how did I go from all of that... to who I am now? Everyone has a story. No one teleported to where they are. We all arrive through choices, actions, reactions, instincts, survival codes, and responses we didn’t always consciously choose. If you sat with a group of people who, at first glance, seem to have it all together - wealth, beauty, polish, status - and heard the truth of their childhoods, teenage years, early adulthood, heartbreaks, and the things they survived, you’d suddenly see them very differently. We’d be shocked to learn just how much pain quietly walks around in daylight. Be gentle with people. Most are carrying chapters you’ll never read. People think the streets and cities of Earth are the school of hard knocks... but the truth is, Earth IS the curriculum. We don’t choose to experience being human here (and yes, we did indeed choose) just to coast by and stare at the scenery - we come here to be pushed, stretched, challenged, and cracked open in all the places our soul needs growth. Life doesn’t hand us strength, patience, courage, or clarity fully formed; it gives us the experiences that forge those qualities within us. Strength arrives as struggle. Wisdom arrives as problems. Patience arrives through waiting. Courage arrives through fear. Love arrives through service. We rarely receive what we want - we receive the hidden opportunities that shape who we’re meant to become. Earth isn’t punishment. It’s initiation - the ultimate catalyst... and the greatest magic you’ll ever unleash is the version of you forged by everything you never thought you’d survive. My journey into energetic healing didn’t begin with certifications. It began with confusion, exhaustion, and a deep sense that something was off inside me - something I couldn’t name. In the beginning, I didn’t know I needed to heal. I didn’t know I had inner children. I didn’t understand how trapped energies shape our lives. I just knew things weren’t working and something needed to change. Like many people, I spent years in survival mode, carrying emotional weight that wasn’t mine, repeating patterns I didn’t understand, and blaming myself for the constant backtracking - wondering why every new beginning seemed to end at the drawing board again. I thought the answer was to push harder: work more, be better, hustle longer, dream bigger, and “out-discipline” my pain. All the motivational advice we’re taught to follow only pushed me further away from the real work. I didn’t know then that the belief systems I grew up with, the emotional imprints I inherited, and the nervous-system responses I normalized were quietly shaping every decision and outcome. My self-doubt disguised itself as preparation. My "expect the best but prepare for the worst" mindset was really a subconscious expectation of collapse. And every time something didn’t work, I assumed I was the common denominator. I didn’t understand that emotional coding, ancestral imprinting, fear-based identity architecture, and nervous-system survival loops were leading the way. All I could see was failure - and I held myself responsible for it. I didn’t know how to move forward because I couldn’t see what was actually holding me back. I kept starting over, believing more discipline or harder work would fix me, without realizing the block wasn’t in my effort - it was in my emotional architecture. In my twenties, I explored religion, ancient history, metaphysics, consciousness, and the nature of reality - searching for proof that more was happening beneath the surface. That curiosity quietly shaped my entire path, long before emotional healing was trending. Everything shifted when I began learning how emotions, trauma, ancestral imprints, and energetic debris can become trapped not only in the energetic field, but also within our organs, nervous system, cellular structures, and lineage DNA - passed down through generations for thousands of years. Suddenly, everything I had absorbed over decades began clicking into place: the energy I’ve always been able to see, Wayne Dyer’s teachings, Deepak Chopra’s wisdom, Buddhist philosophy, Rumi’s poetry, metaphysics, alchemy, and even concepts like entanglement theory. It all landed. I began working with myself differently - feeling, clearing, unwinding patterns, and witnessing real shifts. It felt like reaching the next level of my own evolution, unlocking deeper healing and new abilities to support others. Then life tested that clarity. In just eighteen months, I navigated a series of events that stripped me down to my core: 👤 Bringing home an uninvited spiritual attachment 💔 Losing my mother two weeks later 💔 Nearly losing my son six months after that 🚗 A car accident that rattled my nervous system and left my body speaking louder than ever 😔 Then having to crawl back to CO with my tail between my legs felt like the knock-out punch after a two-year battle with life It was a collision of the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual. Each of these events became catalysts that pulled me into deeper cycles of introspection, cleansing, healing, releasing, and learning. As life cracked me open, dormant abilities began waking up. I started seeing energy more clearly, feeling it move through my body, entering deeper states of meditation, and communicating across layers of consciousness I didn’t yet have language for. I worked with shamans, mediums, and teachers, trying new modalities and diving into emotional, ancestral, and interdimensional layers I barely understood. Everything helped a little, but nothing created lasting change until after the car accident, when months of anxiety attacks forced me to confront the subconscious beliefs driving the patterns beneath everything. Through subconscious restructuring, Theta Healing, Body Code, emotional clearing, and everything I had gathered over decades - something finally clicked. The panic stopped, my nervous system reset, and instead of collapsing, I began channeling, receiving downloads, moving energy intentionally, and stepping into a higher expression of who I am. This wasn’t a single breakthrough - it was a series of upgrades, each one unlocking the next version of me. My work eventually led me to create a guided journal originally designed just for me - a place to organize internal evolution, integrate emotional patterns, and align with identity shifts. It became a soul-led resource for others navigating the same "Who am I becoming?" season. Here’s what I know now: We all carry emotional imprints we didn’t choose. Some are inherited. Some are absorbed. Some are survival codes we outgrew. And they show up as: 😞 Self-doubt 😩 Exhaustion ⏳ Procrastination 🔥 Burnout 🤝 People-pleasing 😬 Fear of success 🍫 Emotional eating 🔁 Sabotage cycles 🔒 "Stuck" loops 🙁 Numbness You're not broken. Your nervous system is protecting you. This work helps release what your mind can’t talk its way out of. Emotion and Body Code sessions gently clear emotional debris stored across: 🧠 The mind 🧬 Lineage DNA ⛈ The nervous system 💫 Energy centers 🌀 The surrounding energetic field 🧍‍♀️ The physical body When those layers clear, clarity returns. Identity softens. Confidence rises. Safety comes back online. And new patterns finally stick. My intention is simple: To help you feel like yourself again - the version underneath the armor, the exhaustion, and the inherited weight you never chose to carry. Whether you’re seeking emotional clarity, energy, confidence, or a reconnection to your innate power, I’m here to support your evolution with compassion, curiosity, and grounded energetic intelligence. Let’s walk this path together - peeling back the layers, releasing what never belonged to you, and activating the version of you who’s been waiting beneath the noise. You don’t have to heal alone. And you don’t have to stay stuck. Welcome home to yourself.